My life is a load of togetherness and loneliness/I am not a creep or weirdo, however I’m just not feeling like saying things about me in the sense that it’s simply handed to you on a plate/ Things eventually fall onto the right places/The perception of my story has been built up during the adjustment and readjustment of new barriers, new friends, challenges of my own/No woman or man should feel pity, hate, cheated, none negative emotion regarding me ‘cause I’ve been always there, I’ve been always friendly, I’ve been always careful with whomever matters/ I've had enough of uplifting or undermining spirits surrounding me/It’s not impossible, and it has never been, to figure out that I actually am a loner/I enjoy being far away from it all/It’s no wonder my decision to live where everyone I love is not around/It’s no wonder my decision to strive for recognition of whom I truly am and what kind of professional I turned out being/But I assure you that it goes beyond the material and falls straight onto the existential matters// As a result, I'm a nutjob.
by Laila Chris
