AlOnE
i MISS MY FRIENDS,
MISS MY FAMILY,
MISS MYSELF.
i MISS MYSELF FULL OF REGRETS
REGRETS OF NOT BEING WHAT i WANTED TO.
i MISS ALL THE ABSENCE WHICH ONCE SURROUNDED ME...
i FEAR ME
i FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF,
AND i ALSO HAVE OTHER VIOLENT FEELINGS TOWARDS ME -
VIOLENT FEELINGS,
BUT THEY JUST STAND STILL ON THE TOP OF THE SHELF,
RIGHT NEXT TO MY POT OF LOVE WHICH IS DUSTY AND DULL.
EVEN BEING FUZZY AND GOOEY, IT'S JUST ONE.
i RELISH ALL THOSE WHO ARE ALONE,
CHERISH MY LOSSES TOO.
FEAR INVADES MY HOUSE,
BREAKS INTO MY ROOM,
AND IT'LL COVER WHATEVER IT SEES FIT.
NO FRIENDS TO PROTECT ME,
NO FAMILY WHATSOEVER,
AND WHO ELSE IS LEFT TO HELP?
NOT EVEN MYSELF.
i MISS MYSELF.
by Laila Chris
